towards the year end..

salamz.

here i go again... kunun nak update slalu n bla2... end up.. wow so little time i had left after wat i can describe as a rollercoaster ride of my life...

wats there to remind me of this year ? well, few memorable ones la...some are nice some are.. aihxx... some woo hoo~ but i think wat i remember most is the biggest gamble ive made ever in my life....

from having a stable position, quitting and join a totally new exprience that is GEMS... there ive learnt to be more of a thinker rather than just burst in flames like ive used too. made even more friends/ networkings.. overall im totally happy to make the decision to stay rather than left the programme early. sure i missed out on salary thingy n shyte like dat. but the 3 months ive spent in Genting really opens my eyes on things happening around me.

than theres the Proton exprience working there too... its an awesome place to learn new stuffs. but working there might have me rethinking wat i used to think about working at GLCs.

than Byatch's unexpected revival. sure ive planned for her turning up in an evening gown for a change but wat came out...hehhe...totally better than ive expected.. for only 8 days until the engine blew up...not spectacularly but 3/4 of it blew off... aihxxx..

wat happen next is also unexpected too...instead of getting new parts that may cost me a bomb...3/4 blew up, remember ? i found a nice race engine for a bargain... and.. cost me a month and some $$$ to figure out the best setting for the weird lil engine... not only it is red, not it grunts instead of screaming..so u can heard it a mile away.. i luv it, juz my friends dont... :D

seems like everything just dont go as planned, but somehow it worked somehow... thus the more i came to worry deeply on sumthing, the sun just brights up a new hope...

dear god,

im thankful for being able to live till today despite the near miss along the way. some even i dunt think i can make it but sumhow u help me pull thru it all. i'll try my best to be a good muslim, a good son, a good brother, a good friend and a good human being from now on. thats my aim for 2010.

amin.

see you in 2010~

bile hati dh panas kiter tepuk tgn...wheee huuu~

just felt like writing...


dont want to read ? dont bother coz i dont giv a damn either.. things might get ugly


sometimes i genuinely think some or not most of my so called frenz are a bunch of selfish bastards coz of their "frenz is frenz, gurls is gurlz" kinda approaches towards frenship. most of the times i think i thought too much about my "frenz" that most probably the reason why i make such jujur n ikhlas remarks on most of my opinions coz the sake of i cant fucking pretend to ignore it anymore.

sure i know im a stucked up bastard on my own. sometimes i think too much of myself @ self centred and being too bossy.. wats the word, giler kuasa.. as they say lah. being a massive bully to everybody around me n deafening the environment wif my evil laugh.. wif a lil touch of sadist, if u will.

hehe...hell, why not ? im sick of being cursed of, back stabbed, pushed over, step upon, and being called negative bugger by my very own sweet frenz...

come on now... dont go "takde la ayz/has/panda..." or "mane ade ckp/buat camtu..." wat ? u actually think im not aware of these shite ? how the hell do u judge people without even know them ? strange aint it... back stabbers, mulut longkangs, bullshitters...wat else ? owh talam 2 muka... yea..people like diz are ALWAYS fucking around my life. no matter how sarcastic i came to told them off, they keeep oooooooooon coming back to me. best of all, each time they did, i can still accept them as my friend...

yeah.. wat the hell is wrong wif me...

listen up suckers, i know im NOT the brightest of the bright, prolly the worst d'marketers higher member ever, but my mind can still think beyond those tersurat2 shite. yeap, got dat rite, mo fo. coz interpreting tersirat2 shite, is actually my HOBBY, muthafucker... i get thrills solving tricky questions thus im daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn good at looking thru loop holes of problems and i do read detective shite to be sharper at it. whoever says reading comics is wasting ur bloody time is a sucker.. read: comics, not pornos jackass..

still reading ? cool...

so the conclusion of these piece of crap ?
Are my frenz and fellow people are a bunch of pretending bastards whos aim in life is to fuckin messed up every freaking minutes of my life ?

OR













the one that who's actually crazy is ultimately... me

the devil graduates....finally

yeah....finally from wat seems to be forever. :) . its been really a long journey. from diploma to degree. all the moments...sweet ones, sour one, painful one... wow...its surreal... this 5 n half years plus journey...from Malacca to Shah Alam... from having having 4 wives to havin 4 plus 3...adoiyai... i think i just couldnt stop myself from getting into n more trouble now, couldnt i.


hmmm wat didnt ive done. from super short journey to malacca or back, to n fro in one day. blingy-up byatch. being picked up wif lorries. meet super crazy frenz, joined SPoC, become a reluctant cafetaria operator/server, doing the hakka dance, the orang asli dance, got the Panda name, doin huru-hara wif The Hung Hings (luv u all bros), getting to knoe bunch of diffrent people2 according to their courses, twisted an ankle as a result of almost slipping into a gaung, getting to knoe wats dumping means in the face, knowing how wacky people can be when their "sangap" or "kepala tepu" strikes (have one of my won incidents tooo, unfortunately). bombing between dorms at wee hours in the mornings, having made into a caricature, seeing wat people can do if they really into the "dengki" syndrome, how back stabbers hurts so bad, how desperados will do anything to get a girl's attention... the singing to the girls dorm if also one of them...hahaha... man that was something else, owh, one actually learn how to play a guitar and sang at a girl in the library...yeap.. L.I.B.R.A.R.Y. i knoe i wouldnt have the guts... :p. sorry. planning for a massive trip, have scuffles happening in between YET still manage to get there...damn i missed sarawak edy...almost never graduated coz of missing marks/grades...2 weeks of not knowing which is day or nite to finish the thesis..really...it've been quite a journey.. taken me quite sometime to write it...either im too freaking lazy or something else...prolly coz it have been such a journey with too many things happening that eventually touched my heart. yeap im really a watever, im ok kinda person. dont really lyan this feelings. but some occasions tho...


more over, i missed all the friends ive met, lost, mia, hidden somewhere n such. i always pray to god i can see all my lost friends ever again.. seriously i missed u guys.. :(


largely i knew the meaning of life in most cases. why people do things, and also why people cant really say why the did it in the first place due to some reason best known by him. girls come n go, why its dumb to fight over them in the first place.


i forgot who, but he says "if u luv a girl, let her go. if she is meant to be, she'll come back" prolly the reason why im always single coz they never seemed to come back. haha. perfect timings have always n prolly will be my hardest enemy till im old. coz ive missed too darn many chances due to being an idiot of time. either dat or being too spontaneous most of the time. hmm... ntahla... lum agy kot (cuber amek hati sendiri...yeah lame, i knoe)


last but not least, i would like to thnk my parents for being veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery patient and veeeeeeeeery understanding wif diz screw up. i admit i screw things up, but somehow i got it fixed...hehehe. or atleast tried to fix la kan...


names not really in order...
Mr Kamal Mohd Nor, Nyonya, Sanaa, Erda, Nana,farahdanny @ pucca, ecah, payu, edan din don, apes buaye, the buayes of dip, arida, mael, zul melaka, the D'ehsan brothers, adam hadi, kiddo, the nadims, Bro, ayen, sarahanton, lyn, ateh, bayu, jaja, ila kecik, sue3, Haha, sarah haha, maui, the PBSM ajks (we tried our hardest n we're the best, i knoe), the entrepreneurs, the d'best guys n girls, d'marketers society (we're still the best), shrek, ayong,ayang, azlan @ boss @ lord farquuad, dori, dayat, the business societies crew, the modfest crews, jaja gurl, dzul, alang adzlan, shisha....fellow marketers.... seniors, juniors, n my batch...list goes on and on and on..... even if i dont see u, write u, sms u, msg u, buzz, ym...u guys n girls are always in my heart... thnx for being part in my life. appreciate u existence in my story book n forever cherished. sorry if ur name isnt ere, me got alzheimer sh*t. but im sure i'll recognised ur faces...each n everyone of u... biler la nak jumpe n borak2 like the good ol days ey...


22nd Nov 2008... never gonna be the same again after diz..