Tuesday, December 2, 2008

woa......its December edy ?

heh...2 freaking month went by edy...adoiyai...giler byk nak update...dem.

mahap @ sorry ye lame nau. wat to do. bukannye sibuk keje...well sibuk,sibuk juge...memcm hal berlaku lorr.. sometimes to things/events happened too dem quickly...haiyyaiyo... too rapidly until urstruly forget to jot down on it.

speaking of which. office n home's net both have problem. thus hampering wateva updating works watsoeve... really. its a trying times this two months....

how trying...hmm...let me see... the good times, the bad times...sad times...frustations, angers...
hell, everything la. really a "dunia bagaikan roda" kinda thing. some i wanna cherish forever n some i wish i had the ctrl+d+d (permanate delete) icon just beside my right ear.. come to think of it...most probably the most frequent button i'll use ever..prolly got stuck at a certain point n i'll be a permanent Alzheimer case edy... cool~

ah ye, cool...

then i'll forget watever things/moments/occasions that made me smiled thru these days.. nor the lessons that ive learnt the long n hard way...things in life that makes me adore n say "subhanallah" on the creations of the One n only.

i'll be updating this blog as of today. do remind if i forget (mmg pelupe tahap dewa) too. sometimes too easily distracted...especially when im focussing on something (READ:thinking...).

oleh itu, di kesempatan ini,

Sy ingin minta maaf sekiranye sy menyakiti atau mengecewakan sesiape yg terlibat sempena jangka masa 2-3 bulan yg br2 berlaku ni. Mungkin naif, mungkin takut, mungkin...well...ape2 la mungkinnya or sebabnye sehingga anda mungkin menjauhkan diri. sy tidak marah. cume sy kecewa mengape ianya berlaku secara tetiba. tanpa angin atau tanda2 menunjukkan taufan bakal berlaku.

Namun, sy mengambil pengalaman manis yg singkat itu sebagai kenangan bg mengharungi kehidupan yg bakal sy tempuhi wat mase hadapan. trima kaseh kerna menunjukkan cara yg terbaek utk menghilangkan kebusanan hidup dengan mengubah style/formasi benda2 kebiasaan. appreciate it. Terimakaseh (sebut dlm satu nafas n x berenti) :)

time to move on... down n up, well.. name pun roda kehidupan kan... :D

P/S: Al-Fatihah to my late uncle Mr Salleh Awi who passed away on 13th Nov ago due to kidney failure n its complications..lets all help pray his soul is blessed. he's truly a good man. a guy who really appreciates life n have a strong will to live.also, a good sense of humour...right until the end.. amin.